damn boh song ah ~!

damn boh song... at 1st the plan was to club at barroom coz of the event which i'm not sure wat it is about... dai tao suppose to book the table there and he did... but the prob is he's telling me that nobody is free to go pick up the table be4 10.30pm... i was like "huh ?"... he's having his dinner or something at richie montana around 8 something pm when he msg me telling me that nobody is picking up the table and whether that i'm free to do it or not... i told him that i cant and i'll be late due to my meeting and asked him how long he need to eat there... it's only 8 something... dinner for 2 plus hour ?? then know wat ?? he fucking shout at me... ask me to think before i talk... what the fucking hell is that ?? i dun even know where that came from... finally i get to know that in his sms that he is attending his fren's b.day... OI ! PLZ LAK ! HOW THE FUCK SHOULD I KNOW U GOT A FUCKING PARTY GOING ON !? U WANNA BE EMO THAT IS YOUR PROBLEM BUT DUN FUCKING TRY MY PATIENTS !!

so it basically killed the mood for clubbing... end up nobody is picking up the table... fine... dun gip a shit no more... then he still got the nerve to sms me "At houz, Kil Kenny!"... yeah... u go have fun and u can shove that heavy glass jug in ur ass ! for fuck's sake read this and fucking think about wat u fucking did ! u acting cool in front of girls is ok and i can play along but dun fucking over do it !

is this me ??

lately i felt some certain changes in me... for example most of the time i juz kept everything to myself... big things small things important things unnecessary things... basically every things... well most of every things... my dear keep complaining bout the way i'm not talking bout this "most of the things" wit her so much that i think she grew tired to keep on complaining any further... as far as i recall i'm not like this... i used to talk about every things wit my bunch... maybe it's becoz i dun have my "bunch" anymore... besties dun seem so best anymore... some juz disappear without a trace... some juz not the same individual i adore anymore... some juz plain busy wit work... some was juz plastic from the start... some did stupid shitz and cant seem to turn back around... some simply juz dun gip a damn no more... some met new bunch and left the old bunch... some failed to balance their relationship and friendship... some weren't there when u need them... some developed different interest and move on... some never really budge since the beginning... some grew too selfish... some played too much mind game... some think way too much... before u knew it a barrier form and divide everyone... maybe this is wat they mean by "growing up"... it all add up and bit by bit... at 1st it seem ok... but as it went further the picture of b, u, n, c and h fell apart is getting clearer and clearer... 午夜望回流下兩滴淚水...

back to the changes in me... i'm getting more and more sensitive... mean or no mean i'm juz too sensitive... and sensitive turn emo... getting offended by minor matter too minor that people will forget all about it after one fart... i need a psychologist...