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wish list 2009 Updated

2009-08-16T05:49:00.000-07:00

ok people... since that my b.day is drawing pretty near i'm going to post my wish list for this year...

1/144 HG GN-X III A-Laws Type

RM45

1/144 HGUC Hi-Nu Gundam

RM78

1/144 HG Susanowo

RM60

1/144 HG Gaddess

RM64

1/144 HGUC MS-18E Kaempfer

RM60

1/144 HG Blu Duel Gundam

RM46

as u all can see i can think of anything else u guys can get me beside these... and yes... they're gundam models... well there are basically 2 method to get them nice and cheap... 1 of them is i'll go search for them online and send u the bill... the 2nd method is a bit tricky... u have to search for them online ur self at forum.lowyat.net. go to garage sales and find gundam or juz look for a guy named "glitz" there... dun buy them from shops... they're expensive in shops... do tell me which 1 u guys going to get me k ?? so that i dun get the same one twice... bwa hahahhaa ~

sorry...

2009-08-04T10:52:00.000-07:00

ok now people listen...

i wanna apologize to those who is offended by the way i brought myself out or the words i said or wrote or in wat so ever form... i'm sorry...

ps:- meant for someone specific and then "shun bin" to the rest...

damn boh song ah ~!

2009-07-25T09:55:00.000-07:00

damn boh song... at 1st the plan was to club at barroom coz of the event which i'm not sure wat it is about... dai tao suppose to book the table there and he did... but the prob is he's telling me that nobody is free to go pick up the table be4 10.30pm... i was like "huh ?"... he's having his dinner or something at richie montana around 8 something pm when he msg me telling me that nobody is picking up the table and whether that i'm free to do it or not... i told him that i cant and i'll be late due to my meeting and asked him how long he need to eat there... it's only 8 something... dinner for 2 plus hour ?? then know wat ?? he fucking shout at me... ask me to think before i talk... what the fucking hell is that ?? i dun even know where that came from... finally i get to know that in his sms that he is attending his fren's b.day... OI ! PLZ LAK ! HOW THE FUCK SHOULD I KNOW U GOT A FUCKING PARTY GOING ON !? U WANNA BE EMO THAT IS YOUR PROBLEM BUT DUN FUCKING TRY MY PATIENTS !!

so it basically killed the mood for clubbing... end up nobody is picking up the table... fine... dun gip a shit no more... then he still got the nerve to sms me "At houz, Kil Kenny!"... yeah... u go have fun and u can shove that heavy glass jug in ur ass ! for fuck's sake read this and fucking think about wat u fucking did ! u acting cool in front of girls is ok and i can play along but dun fucking over do it !

is this me ??

2009-07-19T09:32:00.000-07:00

lately i felt some certain changes in me... for example most of the time i juz kept everything to myself... big things small things important things unnecessary things... basically every things... well most of every things... my dear keep complaining bout the way i'm not talking bout this "most of the things" wit her so much that i think she grew tired to keep on complaining any further... as far as i recall i'm not like this... i used to talk about every things wit my bunch... maybe it's becoz i dun have my "bunch" anymore... besties dun seem so best anymore... some juz disappear without a trace... some juz not the same individual i adore anymore... some juz plain busy wit work... some was juz plastic from the start... some did stupid shitz and cant seem to turn back around... some simply juz dun gip a damn no more... some met new bunch and left the old bunch... some failed to balance their relationship and friendship... some weren't there when u need them... some developed different interest and move on... some never really budge since the beginning... some grew too selfish... some played too much mind game... some think way too much... before u knew it a barrier form and divide everyone... maybe this is wat they mean by "growing up"... it all add up and bit by bit... at 1st it seem ok... but as it went further the picture of b, u, n, c and h fell apart is getting clearer and clearer... 午夜望回流下兩滴淚水...

back to the changes in me... i'm getting more and more sensitive... mean or no mean i'm juz too sensitive... and sensitive turn emo... getting offended by minor matter too minor that people will forget all about it after one fart... i need a psychologist...

journey to the west... i mean south !

2009-04-19T18:44:00.000-07:00

got here last nite... juz before i go i manage to send a sms to my dear saying "bye bye cruel ipoh... and kl here i come ~!". i must have been really tired of wat is happenning lately... i need a break... or should i say a breakaway really badly... well then here i am... at kl now... hope things would look brighter the time i get back...

ok now i wanna talk bout my enire journey here... before i start my journey i went to get my travel companions... basically i never go on a long hour drive without them. now let me introduce them to u guys.

companion no. 1Nescafe... really a great companion... they keep u awake the entire journey... juz calculate how long ur journey would take and drink the right amount...

and next up...

companion no.2

Kettle's Chips... great taste... you'll juz keep asking for more... the only prob is they sale at RM9.95 a pack at Tesco...

ok enough wit companions... the journey took bout like 1 hour and 40 min-ish... why ?? becoz i was abusing my car's capability... at first i tried to go nice and slow... but as soon as the car gets a lil too much of warming up... without notice much i stepped on the gas... once i looked down on tne meter board i was doing a good 160-ish km/h... so reaching kl much more earlier than my estimated time is a good thing... but good things wont always happen... as soon as i reach i followed hing's direction to take the sg. buloh way (kononnya the best way to setapak). things went quite well until i met this horrible jam. juz becoz those stupid police decided to set up a road block i got stuck in the stupid jam for 1 freaking long hour... 1 precious hour worth of my youth juz went down the drain for nothing... dammit... so much for reacing early...

Family

2009-04-14T08:43:00.000-07:00

i copied this clip from tang oling's blog... i juz cant help putting it here too after i watch this...

Drinking Spree !

2009-04-14T08:04:00.000-07:00

ok now for those who know that lately i've released my long long long quarantined drinking mode . now things dun juz happen without reason. i'm tired of telling stories bout this again and again. i'm here to tell the tale of my crazy kick off on alcohol on one single nite out wit some frenz. it all started wit this...
yes... the Flamming Lamboghini. no... I should put it this way... The Flamming Lamboghinies. i had 4 of these. not 4 in a row la... between drinks. then next up is this...
Long Island Ice Tea. i had 1 of these. and afterward i bottom my fren's unfinished Pinaconlada.and for the rest of then nite i'm drowning my self in Kilkennies.

well i'm exaggerating. i only have 3 of these and my limit is breach. for so long i never really came in contact wit such a level of alcohol index. anyway i manage to drive home savely afterward. but often times when the fun is over the consequenses followed. i got thisserious hang over the next day. not only my brain got stuck. my reaction toward everything is delays like 2 second. lose coordination of my hand and feet. mild tipsiness until juz now. i'm surprised that i survive the day's work.

Mahjong, Gundam.

2009-03-10T17:34:00.000-07:00

it's 8.35am and i'm here writing this. the actual plan was having b.fast wit the Tuans. got up early in the morning and as i'm on my way to their place i got the sms of ffk. hm... nvm the usual stuff. so without any other better plan i came online.

i'm starting to agree wit the ppl saying that u can see a person's true nature on gambling table. many true faces shown during mahjung section wit different ppl lor. some i tought i knew so well turn out to be so unfamiliar. well not exactly unfamiliar totally. juz that it's been too long to recall such inner nature of such personal. this is not good. as i said mahjung should be fun. personally i play mahjung not for the gambling. i'm still happy no matter i win or lose. wat matter is the entire section is enjoyable. full of laughter and lame jokes. i play mahjung juz for the heck of it. another form of communicating among frenz ? so wat's the point if u're taking the winning and losing so seriously ? it's not like we're putting our entire fortune on the line. it's 10 freaking cent per "fan" only can or not ? sometimes i juz cant understand whether it's me taking things too lightly or i'm being unreasonable for wanting others to have the same mind set like mine. but it's juz not rite.

one more thing. i juz cant seem to stop thinking about which gundam to get next. for my hard efforts prevail ! i got both of the near extinct model as my valentine's pressie. thanks my dear for giving me such great pressie ~! i love u ~! but on the other hand. i seriously addicted to gundams once again after like 15 years. back then i'm a hardcore gundam enthusiast. but as my eldest bro's son grew older his hands turn more and more itchy. broke my collection one after another i gave up. but now "it's coming back ~ it's all coming back to me now ~" (sounding like celine dion). damn... i juz hope i wont dig too deep into this.

ps:- MAHJUNG SHOULD BE FUN ~!

pss:- and there is nothing wrong wit me playing wit model kits. they were meant for both adult and children alike.

memory laps ?

2009-03-05T05:18:00.000-08:00

Lately i notice that my short term memory is getting shorter. In other words... it's getting worst. Simple task is often forgotten. I got a few case that made good example on why i said so.

Case 1:
One morning i was getting ready to go out to get my bills paid. Like usual i locked both my room's door and the bathroom's door. Check on the switches. Then went downstairs. Juz before i got out of the house i notice that i've left my phone on my bed. So, i went all the way back up to fetch it. Got my phone, got out of the house, then as i start my car's engine i notice that i've left my phone bill on my room's table. Got grumpy. When back to get my phone bill. Got back in the car and as i was going to step on the gas i saw in my back mirror that i left my house's door wide open wit the keys still stuck on the lock. Got back again and double check everything. Finally i drove off. Now this is not the end of it. As i reach JJ i went straight to the Digi place to get the bill done. It's my turn at the counter and guess wat ? I left the bills in the car.

Case 2:
One working morning i was doing my usual stuff. I was in the kitchen and need to fetch a bowl from outside. I went for it. On my way to get the bowl i saw the spoons and forks laying around on the table. Dun wanna get screw i tidy up the stuff abit then went back into the kitchen. Yeah... forgetting the bowl. Then i went back out to get the bowl and before that i saw a cockroach snooping around on the floor. Squash it and went back into the kitchen. Forgetting my bowl again. Went out for the third time to get my bowl. Customers came and i forgotten all about the bowl juz after i'm down with the customers.

Case 3:
Forgotten. So is case 4, 5, 6, 7, 8 and so on.

Wat made soya...

2009-02-02T07:38:00.000-08:00

16 things which made up me.

was tagged by orange.

Directions : Once your've been tagged, you have to write a post with 16 random things, habits or goal about you. At last, choose 5 people to be tagged, list their names and why you choose them.

1. being a big junk food addict. once i start there are no stopping until the supplies ran out.

2. "teh ais" is the best kick start in the world.

3. comics and anime keep me alive.

4. earn enough to support those around me.

5. broadband at home and not owning a laptop = car without wheels.

6. gundam addiction is kicking in.

7. i love my dear more than i love my self.

8. list of stuff to get is longer than the nile river and ironically i'm broke and the list keep getting longer.

9. i got only 1 guy fren to call buddy.

10. most of my female fren's mum seem to trust me alot and i dunno why.

11. faces under the mask are definitely ugly.

12. half a month salary worth of bonus sucks !

13. my new year resolution of eating at least 20 McDonald's Prosperity Burger are officially fried. only ate 4 or 5 this year.

14. going to finish all the unwatched pirated DVDs in my room. hopefully.

15. Japan seem so far away.

16. my mum is impossible to satisfy.

i tag...

-rain (so the i can get some clue on wat to get her on our anniversary)

-peidan (to get a glim on wat she've been doing)

-gia (juz for the heck of it)

-chee chee (she definitely got the free time to do this)

-sharon (coz she tagged me. (I KNOW SHE WAS TAGGED ! NO NEED TO REMIND ME ! I GOT NOBODY ELSE IN MIND TO TAG !))

The Spirit

2009-01-08T08:42:00.000-08:00

ok now here's the warning... if ur frenz or who so ever ask u to watch this movie... dont ! this movie is so bad that i find it hard even to catagorize it... after watching it i'm still struggling whether to call is a comedy, a horror movie or an action movie... the whole thing got no point and the joke are so bad that even steven lim sound funny compare to this... i'm so proud of my self that i can actually finish watching this wit ah hing while many ppl juz walked out half way... babi... i want my rm8 back !!

Ironic

2009-01-07T06:03:00.000-08:00

ok now here's something ironic... i got to my fren's place and find that the new car he's been telling us about that he brought way back a few month ago is actually a new Mitsubishi Lancer... not much words need to be said... it's cool... below is the pic of it...

cool rite ?? the lady beside the car is the mother... and the ironic part is... she's the one who will be driving the car...

Jackie's accident

2009-01-07T01:59:00.000-08:00

early yesterday morning Jackie (my dog) got hit by a car... not really sure how it happenned... mum said the she let loose of him so that he can do his bussiness outside like he did every morning... not enough 10 min he came back covered in blood... lots of blood... he got hit right on his head... the left side of his face swell so bad and the bleeding wont stop... i send him to the vet's and he got hospitalize (sort of)... the vet said if he can make it thru the nite he'll be fine... worries overwhelming... luckily he's still alive today which means he'll do fine i guess... juz checked on him and the swelling was gone... all going quite well for him... bad start for 2009 ?

new year resolution ??

2009-01-02T16:52:00.000-08:00

after reading oling's blog bout wat she hates during 2008. i'll talk about my 2008. let's see... the thing i hate the most is... "uncetainties". back then when my mum decided to pass the shop to my eldest bro there are all kinds of worries, changes and uncertain. i even got paranoid for my future ahead. for most of u who know me i'm those who hate big changes in life no matter it's my love life, career or friendship. other than the "uncertainties" i find that some of my buddies are not wat i use to think they are. or u can say that i never really know them well enough and jumped to conclusion that they're wat i think they are and made them buddy. this is catagorize into "regression". those i call my friends are always the one i turn to when things happen. next came the lost of my dad. dun really wanna talk about this. "deprivation".

not all of 2008 are bad. good things happen too. like i got a new car. knowing that the one i loved will always be there for me when i need her to be. gain alot of knowledge bout human nature and get to know the people around me better. good and bad. a 100 yen open opposite parade that sell great japanese candy for only rm4.90. learn how to mahjong and alot more. ups and downs.

ok now about my new year resolution. actually this is some wat like my 1st new year resolution of my entire life ? new year is juz another ordinary day for me despite the clubbing and count downs the day before. this year i'm not going to set something which is not possible as a fresh start. i want a steady income which is enough for me to support my self and "the ppl around me" that i'm not going to list out here. and no u're not one of them ! so quit dreaming. hahahaha... until next time !

Strange Encounter

2009-01-02T05:12:00.000-08:00

ok i wanna talk about my strange encounter last nite... u see i was sleeping when my phone rings... i pick up and see who got the nerve to call me at 2.23am risking being severely shoot at by me... this happen quite often when ppl call me up in the middle of the nite wit no good reason... well as i looked at the caller id it's duen duen... so i answer the call holding back my temper... this is how the conversation goes...

(all the dialog is in cantonese)

me : yeah ?

duen: hello... ah soya ? u slept ?

me: (being half sacastic) no... why ? (actually i am sleeping)

duen: my house got broke into...

me: wat !?

duen: i think the theif is still down stairs

me: ok ok... i'll come over rite now

duen: ok

so i woke rain up and told her bout the desperate cry for help... i wanna go alone but rain insisted on following... so the 2 of us got up and drove to duen's place... the 1st thing i check is the front door... i didnt get off the car straight away for safety reason... i juz light up my head lights at the front gates... doesn't look like it's broken into... so i call duen an told her that her front door seem ok... she then told me that she scare that the theif came in from the back... so as not much choice i have i circle around the back and find that my car cant fit in the back alley... really not wanting to get off my car i circle back to the front and grab hold of my baton, carefully take a good look around, remind rain to lock the car doors after i get off, take a good look around once more, jump thru the gate then approach the front door. i check on the locks. no sign of break in. so i went back to my car and circle back to the back once more. this time i really have to check out the back. i direct my head lights as good as it can to light up the surrounding. remind rain to lock up the car again as i go. slowly walk thru the darkness covered back alley. every step i took is full of pressure and worries. not knowing wat's ahead i keep on. when i was almost half way in i notice that there are many dark spot that anyone could easily hide and ambush me. so i took the steps ahead as cautions as i can. i finally reach duen back door. the 1st thing i do is check on the locks and the windows. no sign of break in too. relieved i got back into the car and call up duen again and told her that there are no sign of break in. yet i ask her to slowly come down from her room to open the front door for me without hanging up. she did. i got in. check up from the inside and confirm that it's a false alarm. yay... happy ending. so much for the nite.

x'mas 2008 ~!

2008-12-29T08:05:00.000-08:00

it's never too late to blog about wat happen during x'mas... well not everything going according to plan actually... at 1st we wanna do some home made stuff like bbq or steamboat... despite having countless meetings and discussion, nothing previal. so in the end the idea of celebrating x'mas at k box embassy hit me.

actually this is the last pic we took but this is the best way to tell u guys bout the peps that took part. from left to right... me, dear dear, ah hing goh, valeron, benny, dan, bibi and tang oling.

and as can see there is this theme for this party we had. x'mas hats or head gear and white/red attire. all goes well except for ah hing goh. the excuse is he dun have anything red or white. oh well at least he got that hat on. going with the flow juz aint his thing i guess. hahaha...

and bout the whole party detail you can find them on orange's blog or my dear's blog. i'm juz gonna post some blooper moment. such as...

dun ask me wat he is doing... serously i dunno

think u've seen it all ?? hehehe... think again... now here goes ~!

so much for posing eh ?? hehehe... and it keep going more and more interesting ~!

if there is a poser award i'll definately gave it to this guy... too bad it's x'mas not grammy. lol. and the best pic.

talking about being vain ? lol ! ok ok i think i'll stop here... if i go on i think he's going to not juz only kill me. hahaha...

and for the others...

damn ~! wat u think u're doing to my girl's butt ? ggggrrrr ~~~!!!

actually i love this pic... such "high art" feel...

now this is the best part... some how this few pic got in together wit the file tang oling send me... such vain-ness ~!

that's about it... if i keep on going maybe i wont get to see new year... hehehe...
anyway... this is a x'mas enjoyable for like the passed few years... once in a while small gathering like this can be wonderful... there are flaws... but heck... it's still wonderful... merry x'mas everyone ~! and welcome 2009 ~!

螳螂捕蝉，黄雀在后

2008-12-23T08:17:00.000-08:00

this is dedicated to my dear friend... as we all know we knew each other for so long... too damn long to be complaining bout small stuff like this... but this is getting a bit too serious to just let it go like how it use to be... the way you're some what taking our happy go lucky personality and our FRIENDSHIP for granted is getting way too far... now everybody got their limits... i am not saying that my limit is breach but your way of handling things by neglecting the feeling of those around you will only bring inconvenient to others... by writing this here i am hoping that this will bring in the big picture and ring some bell so that things would be less tense between us ? please be a bit more considerate... it's hard for all of us to confront with you when all you did is thinking about your own self.

1st post

2008-12-16T07:14:00.000-08:00

a fresh start ~ so much for sticking to friendster blog ~ now a new blog will start ~! mua hahahahhaa ~~~!!!!